Here we go again, a downward spiral
Who am I to fight the gravity
Cannot comprehend, you’re in denial
I am at loss with my sanity
Put my foot down, my final stand
Footing lost on a sloping plane
Nothing to stop me from falling
Nothing left for me to gain
The world is only an illusion
It still is much too real for me
Darkest days are no delusion
Just dark without a light to see
Darkest days – Everyone the same
Darkest days – The survival game
Routines that give me pressure
Routines that cause me pain
Safety built in between them
The insurance to keep me sane
Contradiction, science fiction
Facts for my tortured mind
Whose life it is I am living
Am I not one of the kind
Picturing a different world
Drowning myself to the yellow sea
When thoughts can no longer bear
A monster that used to be me
The world is only an illusion
It still is much too real for me
Darkest days are no delusion
Just dark without a light to see
Darkest days – Everyone the same
Darkest days – The survival game
Mountains of false hopes
Climbed them in the hope of understanding
Oceans filled with liquid dreams
Sailed them in fear of a new awakening
And then came the morning
Falling down all over again
Sense of purpose yet to be found
Hammers at work in my brain
Counting seconds down to nothing
How much more I can endure
Nothing really matters anymore
Death is the only cure
Darkest days
Darkest days
Darkest days
Darkest days